Category: equity

  • On the “Shithole Country” Fallacy

    Destabilize, Exploit, Repeat: How U.S. Hegemony Creates the Immigration Crisis

    The U.S. broke their countries—then blamed them for it.

    For decades, American foreign policy has systematically destabilized nations across Latin America and beyond, propping up dictators, funding violent regimes, and plunging entire economies into chaos in service of its own political and economic interests. The narrative pushed in the U.S. tells a different story. It insists that these nations were always doomed, their poverty and violence inherent, their people desperate to escape so they can take advantage of “the land of opportunity.” This lie erases the role the U.S. played in creating these crises in the first place. The truth is that these countries were rich in resources, culture, and promise until American intervention ensured otherwise.

    When somebody points out one of the flaws of the United States: its staggering wealth inequality, its failing healthcare system, its crumbling infrastructure, its violent policing, and you respond with, “Then why do people leave their ‘shithole’ countries to come here?” consider this: U.S. intervention has strategically destabilized those very countries, forcing people to flee and become an exploited under-the-table labor force in the U.S. The CIA-backed coup in Guatemala (1954) overthrew a democratically elected government to protect U.S. corporate interests, leading to decades of civil war and genocide. In Chile (1973), the U.S. orchestrated the overthrow of Salvador Allende, replacing him with the brutal dictatorship of Pinochet. In El Salvador, Honduras, and Nicaragua, the U.S. funneled billions into arming right-wing death squads and paramilitary groups, fueling massacres, mass displacement, and instability. The U.S. continues to deepen the war on drugs, which has empowered cartels in Mexico and Central America, and economic policies like NAFTA, which decimated local agriculture in Mexico, pushing farmers into poverty and migration. When the people of these countries are left with no choice but to flee in search of safety and opportunity, they are met with scorn, accused of leeching off a system that deliberately ensured they would have nowhere else to go.

    People throw out the “shithole country” question in response to valid criticism as if it is some kind of rhetorical knockout. But before you drop the mic, pass it over; if you are suddenly interested in geopolitics, you are about to get a real answer. Consider this your introduction to global power dynamics and the carefully maintained machinery of the New World Order.

    Reality is far more complex than the American narrative suggests. People do not leave their homelands out of choice but out of necessity, displaced by economic ruin, political instability, and violence set in motion by U.S. interference. Once here, they spend decades working to build better lives for their families. Because their immediate conditions in the U.S. are better than where they fled, it is not apparent to them that they become part of a system that both sustains the destruction of their home countries and fuels an exploitative labor economy. This phenomenon is conveniently framed as “fulfilling the American Dream.”

    However, nobody can ignore the realities faced by these immigrants, nor should blame be placed on them for any part of this process. They recognized that their countries were unsafe. The United States was portrayed as the place to find refuge, and they endured hellish conditions to get here. They work tirelessly in dangerous environments to build lives more stable than what they left behind. They embody the concept of the American Dream in its purest form.

    What I want to emphasize is that both realities can coexist: these immigrants achieved the American Dream through genuine determination, unyielding grit, fierce loyalty to their families, and a refusal to give up. But we must also recognize that the American Dream is not just a beacon of opportunity; it is a predatory system disguised as salvation. It is a wolf in sheep’s clothing, thriving on the labor, sweat, and sacrifice of those same immigrants, giving power to a structure that not only benefits domestically but continues to sink its fangs into the very countries they fled.

    What they have sacrificed and achieved for their families is nothing short of miraculous. They view their wins and losses as collective, bound by a deep sense of solidarity that refuses to leave anyone behind. They reject the individualism that is so ingrained in the American psyche, and in doing so, they hold onto the communal spirit that is a cornerstone of Latin American culture, something that remains lost in American society where personal achievement is typically prioritized over shared success. They have fought for their survival and success against odds that many will never understand. We cannot, under any circumstances, deny or diminish these experiences.

    Yet, despite their journeys laced with hardship and the warmth, kindness, language, art, music, dance, and thought they bring to our country (not to mention the delicious food), along with their tireless work ethic that powers our nation, their contributions are overshadowed or minimized completely by the system that depends on their sacrifice. This same system not only benefits from their labor but goes on to effectively “other” them, scapegoating them as the cause of white plight while evading accountability for the larger, systemic issues that actually shape the challenges faced by working-class White Americans.

    The system goes to great lengths to reinforce its narrative, deliberately keeping immigrants in the dark about how U.S. hegemony has shaped their circumstances, manufacturing what we now call the immigration crisis. The modern asylum process has been intentionally gutted, with policies like Title 42 barring legitimate refugees from seeking safety under the guise of pandemic response. Meanwhile, border militarization funnels migrants into deadlier crossing routes, ensuring thousands perish while politicians use their deaths as talking points. By doing so, the U.S. maintains the illusion that these issues are personal failures of Latin America and its people, rather than the result of a carefully orchestrated global power structure working exactly as it was designed. Whether by orchestrating coups, bankrolling cartels, or engaging in kidnappings and assassinations, such as the U.S.-backed Operation Condor which saw thousands of leftist dissidents disappeared across South America, the U.S. machine will go to any length to manufacture the conditions needed to sustain its exploitative system.

    In many ways, this system has begun to backfire on the U.S. machine, as seen in the relentless protests by and in favor of Latin American immigrants. For decades, the U.S. government has forced them to become unbreakable; hardening themselves, shedding fear, crossing rivers, deserts, and walls, all in the name of love and family. These are people who have always been willing to risk everything for what they hold dear. And now, that same resilience, the very thing that allowed them to survive, is being wielded in defiance of the system that they recognize has sought to exploit them.

    Those who have walked thousands of miles, survived near-starvation, and endured grueling, exploitative labor have gone on to raise doctors, lawyers, architects, and engineers. But they have also raised the mailman who delivers your letters, the fast-food worker who flips your burgers, the bus driver who gets you where you need to go. They raised your next-door neighbor, your child’s teacher, the nurse who cares for you in the hospital. Their contributions are not just found in the extraordinary, but in the everyday, as the backbone of the society that refuses to acknowledge their worth.

    Born into a harsh reality that demanded resilience, they have spent their entire lives fighting to survive. Yet, despite everything, you’ll find them with a smile, full of love and laughter on any given day of the week. This makes them rich in ways that no soulless bastard running this country with millions to spare could ever understand.

    The U.S. has forced them to fight since before they were even born, so why would they back down now?

    Sources & Further Reading

    Chomsky, Noam. Hegemony or Survival: America’s Quest for Global Dominance. Metropolitan Books, 2003.

    In this book, Chomsky explains how U.S. foreign policy has been driven by the need to maintain global hegemony, often at the expense of Latin American countries.

    Petras, James, and Henry Veltmeyer. The New Imperialism: Crisis and Resistance in the 21st Century. Zed Books, 2005.

    A detailed analysis of U.S. interventionist policies in Latin America and their role in creating instability and fostering exploitation.

    Johnson, Chalmers. Blowback: The Costs and Consequences of American Empire. Henry Holt and Co., 2000.

    A thorough exploration of how U.S. foreign policies have created long-term negative consequences, both abroad and domestically.

    “U.S. Role in Latin America: A History of Political Interference.” BBC News, January 19, 2019.

    A concise article providing an overview of U.S. interventions in Latin America, including support for dictatorships and covert operations like the overthrow of Chile’s Allende in 1973.

    Grandin, Greg. The Last Colonial Massacre: Latin America in the Cold War. University of Chicago Press, 2004.

    This book examines the United States’ involvement in Latin American military coups, focusing on its role in the Guatemalan Civil War and the broader geopolitical implications.

    “The U.S. Has a Long History of Interfering in Latin America—Here’s Why.” The Guardian, October 21, 2020.

    An informative article on the history of U.S. interventions in Latin America and how they have fueled migration crises and social instability in the region.

    Hedges, Chris. Death of the Liberal Class. Nation Books, 2010.

    While focused on the decay of liberal institutions in the U.S., Hedges’ analysis provides insight into how American capitalism exploits labor both domestically and abroad.

    “The Myth of the ‘American Dream’.” The Atlantic, May 6, 2019.

    This article critiques the concept of the American Dream and how it’s often presented as an ideal without acknowledging the exploitation that makes it possible.

    “America’s Role in the Mexican Drug War.” Al Jazeera, March 10, 2016.

    An examination of U.S. drug policies and their role in fueling violence in Mexico, which has contributed to forced migration from the region.

    “The Dark History of U.S. Interventions in Latin America.” Al Jazeera English, September 7, 2017.

    A journalistic piece that highlights key moments of U.S. intervention in Latin America, from the Cold War era to more recent developments, and the lasting impact on the region.

  • On the elephant in the room

    I take pride in being the family member who disrupts the silence. It is a role that has cost me relationships with some of my relatives, but I have never prioritized “keeping the peace” over addressing the elephant in the room.

    Growing up, I found myself challenging conversations during Thanksgiving and Christmas, injecting a little too much truth into gatherings that thrived on avoidance. That same instinct fuels my love for disruptive activism today. It has never been about stirring up conflict for conflict’s sake; it is about refusing to let ignorance go unchecked. And while my relatives may have preferred I stayed quiet, I never felt like silence was an option.

    Children should be encouraged to express their thoughts freely. Raising a child who questions authority should be a source of pride; it indicates you are nurturing an intelligent individual willing to challenge the status quo and offer a different perspective. It is certainly not a sign of disrespect. When we silence the questions and comments of children, we lose a vital aspect of what makes humans beautiful: their inherent curiosity and zest for life.

    Imagine rooms filled with future astronauts, marine biologists, presidents, and doctors, where glass ceilings do not exist, and everybody has the potential to be the next Einstein. You can find that sense of curiosity in any kindergarten classroom, but unfortunately, it tends to disappear by the time kids grow up. The system is structured to produce the future working class, where any deviation from the norm is typically punished unless it can be financially exploited.

    If the system has not managed to beat you into full submission, you likely have beef with certain family members. It might be for having interests they dismiss as silly, for coming across as too intense or eccentric, for pursuing your passions without their support, or simply for making choices that challenge their beliefs; stirring up fear and, in turn, hostility.

    This was exactly how it felt with many in my family. What began as me asking “why” about simple, everyday choices (something that merely annoyed them) eventually turned into a deeper need for them to explain why they felt so at ease making choices that harmed the most vulnerable people in our society.

    I frequently reflect on when one of my extended family members told me she had saved my contact name as “Black Sheep.” I see it as the highest compliment, even though she meant it derogatorily. When she showed me, I could not stop laughing. The fact that I loved it seemed to infuriate her even more. The truth has never been popular, but those willing to speak it, despite the backlash, are the ones making space for those who cannot.

    Sometimes I feel like I do not quite belong anywhere because I am not able to look the other way. But here is what I do know: I am building a life that reflects my values, and I would never subject my future partner or children to the ignorance I separated myself from. If the people I build my life with are part of a marginalized group, I will not be the reason they have to justify their existence at a dinner table. That is why I left, why I do not visit, why I would never introduce the family I walked away from to the one I create. And I do not feel obligated to explain that to anyone who refuses to understand.

    I will always encourage people to embrace discomfort in the name of speaking up for what is right. But more importantly, I support walking away when the environment no longer feels safe. The truth is, my worst days outside of that toxic space have been better than my best days within it.

    Going no-contact is never anybody’s first choice, but it is sometimes the healthiest one. Our family members know why we have chosen distance, and yet, they continue choosing not to change. That is on them. Life is too short to stay tethered to anything that drains your energy, dims your light, or asks you to shrink to make others comfortable.

  • On Giovanni’s Room

    Don’t read if you don’t want spoilers.

    Being queer in 2024 is a harrowing experience. While it’s true that being queer has never been easy, the challenges we face today feel heavier and more relentless than at any other point since the AIDS crisis. The reality of our existence seems to erode with each passing day, and I can no longer ignore or sugarcoat the truth. Pretending that America doesn’t view me and others like me as second-class citizens is an exhausting charade. Every day feels like a battle to defend my humanity and right to simply exist, and the weight of this struggle is growing increasingly difficult to bear.

    I’ve been dreaming of finding my person for as long as I can remember. As a little girl, I’d look up at the stars very cheesily, wondering where they were and what it would feel like to find them at last. Even now, as an adult, that dream hasn’t quite left me. It’s been a constant, quiet light guiding me through dark moments in my life. It’s a hope I’ve held on to: a belief that lasting love is real, that it could exist for me, and that it has the power to change everything.

    This warm, fuzzy sensation of longing has been with me for as long as I can remember. It’s a longing for something that feels just out of reach, something I can sense deep inside, but can never fully name. It’s as if there’s a part of me that knows this feeling, like a forgotten memory on the edge of my consciousness. This yearning is both a comfort and a mystery, a pull toward something I can’t quite describe, yet it feels like it’s been waiting for me my whole life. It lingers in the spaces between my thoughts as a silent promise of something I’m meant to find. 

    But if I’m being honest, I think I’m full of bullshit. It feels like a story I’ve told myself to stay afloat, a comforting lie to keep the truth from swallowing me whole. No matter how much love I give, I can’t shake the fear that it won’t be returned, at least, not in this lifetime, and not the kind of lasting love I crave. Hope is slipping through my fingers, no matter how desperately I try to hold on. I don’t know how to stop it, and I don’t know how to explain this to anyone. So instead, I’m here, letting these thoughts spill out into the safety of my writing. There’s some comfort in these words, even though they carry a truth I’m struggling to face; the slow, steady fading of a belief that once felt so solid.

    I can’t help but feel like I’m running out of time. I’m afraid to share this with anybody because I don’t want to be told that it’s nothing. It certainly feels like more than nothing to me. It’s a quiet, creeping dread that won’t leave me alone, and it’s not unwarranted. I’m tired of bottling it up, so here I am, writing into the void because I don’t know where else to put it.

    This summer, I found out my heart isn’t healthy. After nearly three years of fighting to get my life together—to build something meaningful—I was blindsided by this issue. I finally started moving forward, only to be reminded how fragile everything still is. The gravity of that realization has been a lot to withstand. At least once a day I think about the effort I have put in and how it could all be ripped away from me.

    I’m not pretending I’ve never been in love, or that nobody has ever been in love with me. The opposite is true. In the past, I’ve loved deeply, and in return, I have been loved back with an intensity that has changed me. I’ve hurt more people than I care to recall, each a testament to my flaws in their own way. And yet, my own heart has been shattered too, again and again in ways that still ache deeply at times. Each love, each heartbreak, has left a permanent mark; and whether it was with a boy or a girl, it may have been excruciating at times, but never unwelcome.

    But I need to name what’s truly hurting me now, to strip away the layers and confront the raw truth: this pain is not rooted in any of my heterosexual relationships. It is rooted in my queerness, in my deliberate choice to seek a female partner over a male one. The yearning for love is already a heavy burden, but the way the world views the love I’m searching for as an adult: dismissing it as lesser, demanding it be explained or defended, wounds me the most.

    It’s draining to exist in a world where my love is seen as a political statement instead of something genuine. Even simple acts like holding hands feel like defiance, a reminder of the risks others don’t face. I’m exhausted from constantly defending my love, something that should never have been questioned to begin with. All I want is a love that doesn’t have to fight for its place—one that’s safe, simple, real, and unquestioned.

    It’s taking a direct toll on my heart—literally. I’ve been told that stress could be carving time off my life. And still, the pressure feels relentless, like the world is crushing me.

    I feel so alone in this, like no one else could possibly understand the full extent of what I’m going through. Then I feel selfish for feeling that way because other queer people also suffer. And when it all becomes too much, my worst habit kicks in: I shut down. I pull away from the people who care, retreating into the false safety of isolation. I tell myself it’s easier this way, but all it does is magnify the sensation, making it harder to bear. It’s a vicious cycle and a battle with one of my demons who refuses to die.

    Then I had the silly little thought to read a silly little book, hoping it might distract me from everything on my heart and mind. A friend had recommended Giovanni’s Room by James Baldwin, and now all I can say is that this book has me in physical agony. It’s not just a story; it’s a mirror, a wound, a weight I wasn’t ready to carry, but I couldn’t put it down.

    It captures what feels like the heart of my existence: the most intimate moments I’ve shared with others, always tucked away in a bedroom with the door locked. And while most people associate bedrooms with physical intimacy, that isn’t what I am refering to. I’m referring to the quiet, sacred spaces where we laid our hearts bare to each other, where our deepest emotions, fears, hopes, desires, and memories were shared, where we planned our escape from the hatred we’d known, where we swore that being young didn’t diminish the weight of our love. These moments were always hidden from  a world that was never meant to see them for what they truly were.

    David, the main character in Giovanni’s Room, recounts hooking up with his friend Joey during a sleepover, avoiding him for the rest of the summer and later bullying him as Joey’s mental health visibly deteriorates. As I read it, I couldn’t shake the feeling that I am Joey, and Joey is me. David’s shame and fear of their intimacy, his need to suppress something too raw and real, mirrors what I’ve endured. I’ve been pushed away after something that felt too right to be wrong or immoral, facing rejection and cruelty from someone I trusted. Baldwin captures that pain with devastating clarity: the heartbreak of being abandoned and left questioning what went wrong by someone drowning in their own insecurities.

    Being bullied by someone who was my lover was so painful. Giving them my trust, my vulnerability, my love, only to have it weaponized, was something that felt like the ultimate betrayal. Love, which should have been a source of strength, became a source of pain. Yet, I blamed myself, looking for an answer to a societal problem that was never mine to solve. Baldwin’s depiction of this dynamic resonates deeply, bringing me back to moments when I’ve faced similar treatment.

    I have to admit, ever since I read that part of the book, I can’t stop thinking about Joey.

    For me, it wasn’t fleeting or a one-time thing. We were together in secret for two years, not for any thrill but for survival. Her safety was always at risk. While my mom already suspected I was queer and accepted it, my then-partner’s devoutly Catholic family believed we were just friends. Her mother actually threatened her with conversion therapy in front of me.

    Yet when I tried to end our relationship, she told me that wasn’t what she wanted. So, for two years we stayed together in secret.

    A lot changes between being 14, realizing you are more than friends, and nearing senior year, when you’re about graduate and leave for college. Those years had beautiful moments, but by the end, the pressure built resentment between us. For two years, we basically ignored each other at school to avoid suspicion, which took a toll on me. But when someone is begging and crying for you on the phone at 2 am, then ignoring or even bullying you the next day, that is what seriously messes with your head. It took a lot of therapy to process all of that before I could even consider another same-sex relationship.

    Years later, David meets Giovanni, and their connection is immediate. After some initial denial, David follows Giovanni to the room where he’s been staying. Giovanni, certain David will see it eventually, insists there’s no need to delay. Though David is hesitant, they hook up and soon begin living together, settling into a routine within the confines of the room. Outside, Giovanni works as a bartender, while David waits for his fiancée, Hella, who is in Spain deciding whether she wants to marry him.

    Giovanni’s sentiment resonates with something much deeper than physical intimacy. Though I’ve had public same-sex relationships as an adult, some of the girls I’ve felt most deeply for were either not in official relationships with me or were, like before, confined to bedrooms that mirrored the one where my entire romantic life once existed.

    The more I read Giovanni’s Room, the more I saw my own experiences reflected in Baldwin’s words. David’s internal battle, from his fear of fully embracing his love for Giovanni, to the way he ultimately betrays him out of shame, is almost too familiar. It echoes the way I’ve often had to hide my relationships, the way I’ve fought to keep them secret because of the world’s refusal to understand, let alone accept, my love. I’ve lived those moments in my own life: the quiet, desperate attempts to protect what little I have left when it feels like the world is determined to destroy it.

    Baldwin’s story lays bare the trauma of secrecy and shame that so often accompanies queer love, especially for those of us who have spent years trying to make sense of it within an environment that would rather ignore us altogether. The guilt I felt, especially in my earlier years, mirrors the guilt David grapples with in Giovanni’s Room, as though the love I sought was somehow wrong, or too dangerous to openly claim. 

    Reading the novel has made me confront these parts of myself I’d rather ignore: the parts where fear has taken root, and where shame has dictated how I love and how I receive love. Much like David’s rejection of Giovanni, I’ve been ashamed to fully embrace the depth of my queerness, even when it was the most honest and genuine thing I’ve ever known, and I have felt the hurt that comes with that shame existing in the person I loved. Giovanni’s Room reveals the scars of living in a world that forces you to choose between love and survival, between the truth of who you are and the lies you tell to protect yourself. I’ve loved in secret, and I’ve been loved in return, only to be hurt by forces beyond my control—forces that make love feel like a battlefield instead of a sanctuary.

    David’s realization of his own cowardice, the way he allows Giovanni to be destroyed because of his own fear, hits too close to home. I’ve seen it in my own relationships, where self-doubt and fear still sometimes cloud the way I interact with those I care about most. But perhaps the hardest part, the part I am still learning to navigate, is the slow process of healing from these wounds, especially when the world keeps reopening them, when it keeps telling me that my love is unnatural or something to be hidden.

    Giovanni’s death, and the way it haunts David afterward, is a painful reminder of the consequences of living in denial. Baldwin doesn’t just tell a story of love, loss, and betrayal; he tells a story of what it means to be queer in a world that demands we be less than we are, that pushes us to question the things that give our lives meaning.

    The scars Baldwin describes are the same ones I carry with me. They’re the ones that show up in my dreams, in my fears, in my hesitations. Yet, like Baldwin’s characters, and like every queer person on the planet, I carry them because they are a part of me. They shape who I am, how I love, and how I fight for my right to exist as I am. As much as it pains me to say it, Baldwin’s words serve as a mirror to my own struggles, my own heartbreak, and my ongoing journey to understand what it means to love and be loved as a queer person in a world that insists on complicating it.